Deep Drinks

This is when the night I begone to change as I bring myself to the deep of alchohol influence!

Watch this video and spot the things you should not want to see...

The very easy pictures to be noticed and really not meant for this site is remoev by ofcourse by me...

To secure my self in a bad situation...

A night scene

The funny Part

Experience the night swimming and we are alone =)

The actual Rain Dance...

Im just enjoying my swimming in this pool splashing water to everyone and dance a little as the music from the KARAOKE..

It was a crazy night with people I know... And suddenly I was drunk by that time...

I don't really show off this like wearing brief to take a swim...

Hahaha I would like to show it but it is very crazy picture and I know it is very scandalous...

I was very very full that night and my tummy really show off ^^

I want to know if every one is paying attention to my blog so if you want me to show off whats the rest of the night goes...

And i promise you there is more you cant even think that happen in that night... Just pour on your comments and things like emailing me...

I might just post it here even its not allowed...

A really hurtful song

This song actually makes me cry

A tagalog song which sang by the famous Jay-r in the Philippines "soul" type song =D

I really like this song and makes me cry every time I hear this song...

Brings out the past and giving out sad memories and things...

A song asking for forgiveness and still hoping...

A love that no one could replace... But still hoping to be forgiven to bring back to his life...

A really sad song and I think that song is for me too...

Break Up Text!

So lame text!

I don't want to Express what I feel right now...
I want to @#@$# everything...

I receive a text from my love one which I gave most of my time... This is what she texted me...

Hi, I'm very sorry I have new one right now. Sorry bye...

What the hell! is that for real?

You know what my stupid reply is...

Ha?

A short and Stupid line...

I should reply with this...

Okay... It's not my lost...
or
Okay fine thanks...

what she should feel right now is love I think... because for all of months we been through is like a day for her to change... that's awesome and amazing to think about...

scary truth is what I faced now... I want to convince my self that I really lost her...

Now I already Proven that I'm a very big stupid guy that in the end living alone with my dogs and cats... in the big old house...

Wahh! that what I picture myself right now...

I dont know you guys what if you receive this kind of #%$@# text...

Tell me your story and lets see what we are in common...

P.S

@#$@#%@ that text!

What the scars!

Battle Scars from Childhood

We all know we really get bothered by the scars in our body or in our face...

Sometimes we freak out...

and some really likes scar for manly or I don't know for some reasons...

I have so many scars and im very Ashamed to tell you where... you might see it personally... and that's the reason why i rarely go out in the open... sometimes i ask my closest cousins and even my friends if does it look like weird or ugly to look at...

Wah i really bothers me alot... I have so many scar removal blah blah thingy and they didnt even work...

It really fustrates me and make me scared for the reason people might not like me for I have this childhood scars...

Im very playful and stupid when I was a kid... Yeah yeah yeah Kids really doesnt matter for them to have scars until they grow up and fix their self... well im part of that when im still a kid... but then now Suffer super duper...

How could I remove this... through out of my thinking and imagining sometimes I read alot about scars and how to remove them... and really it cost alot... waaa sometimes when I get rich I fix myself... when was that and that my really question of myself...

oh dear... when people tell me you got scars dude... waaa my reaction is always this... " Nah its just a childhood battle scars... would you like to have one? I would like to do it for you " then evil smile pulling out a sharp pointed pen... ahehehe I really like to do that when people noticing my scar...

But when will be my scar free days? I really want to know in the future... I aint richy richy to go to the dermatologest thingy to have it remove or renewed...

All I know I cant live with this scar... this battle scar...
Put me sad moments when I see this even in pictures...

God... Wake me up with this nightmare...